Bible Blast

I want to understand the bible. Not understand the bible better, I just want to understand the bible. I read the way some people read and interpret the bible and I want to be able to do that. People like Mclaren, Jay Bakker, Don Miller, people that I repect and enjoy reading. It's like when they read the bible they really see something there, something really speaks to their hearts. When I read the bible, sure, I understand some of it, but not the way some people do. I guess that's why I sometimes (most times) avoid reading the bible. I know, that sounds horrible, but I feel inadequate sometimes when I read it. It's like I could read two books of the bible and nothing jumps out at me, then I read how someone else interprets the same two books and I'm blown away. My prayer is that God will help me understand his word. The bible is beautiful and real and relevant. I just want it to speak to my heart.