Beloved

my tears fall as my hand bleeds
but i cry not for my hand, for it will heal
there is no question, it will heal
a scar will remain, a reminder of this moment
but i cry not for my hand

i cry for you and yet my tears fall also for me
i don't ever cry for me
so i will cry for you
i cry for your beauty
fragile in the face of attacks
hopes to mar

i pray for your beauty, for your joy, for your glow

do i believe grace is real?
i did, and i didn't, and i did again.
will grace smile on your beauty?
will you smile back?

as my tears fall, i cry for you, and for me
for the times i withheld grace, stole grace, locked it away
the poor, the sick, the broken hearts i have ignored
no, not ignored
willingly damned to Hell
happily damned to Hell
i held grace tight in my fist, locked closed by pride
unwilling to share
with those not deserving grace, my grace, my

i mourn for me, as i see my scars
the pain i have caused
the pain i gleefully allowed
my pride scarring others
i mourn for them too

mournful for them, and for me, and for you
for the road you must face
tough decisions, honest regrets
scars that remind
stubbornness of pride

yours and mine

you have my love, my support, my grace
yes, my grace
for i know many will not give of theirs
you will be scarred
hypocrite, whore, liar, slut

yet there is truth
truth found in grace
only in grace

you are loved
you are prayed for
you are precious
you are scarred

you are beautiful, and you have beauty

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